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Deathscythe Hikara
02-16-2010, 02:15 AM
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"Dear Yu-Gi-Oh The Abridged Series Forums,

Hey, it's me. Yeah HeavyDDR. I actually don't go my HeavyDDR as much nowadays. I go by ProtagonistHeavy in most places. (Or just Heavy.) Band is doing swell, and I've decided that I'll become a music teacher when I grow up. I'm already in a teaching program and am teching (not teaching, teching) some middle schoolers. I still haven't written that novel, though. One of these days...! Also I recently started the Phoenix Wright series. I'm very disappointed with the throwing-arounds of "objections."

So enough about me, how are you?

I've seen some of the commotion boiling over. Using a proxy I was able to view the entire topic of such controversial conversations. My ideas are mixed and there's a lot of threads I feel like I should tie.

-- About Me (User) --

TESTIMONY. TESTIMONY. TESTIMONY.

I joined the Abridged Series Forums not long after its initial creation. My first, prophetic post was in the "I'm New" thread, which I assume is an ancient fossile internetologists are still searching for by now. (They just discovered Friendster!) My post went something along the lines of "I bet this forum is gonna get a little annoying, I bet some people are gonna be fanboys, but at the same time there's an intelligent crowd in everything, etc." I still live by that post.

I was very active. I posted in many subforums and became infamous for being blunt and stern. I did not beat around the bush; when I had something to say, I said it. If I had an opinion, you would know about it. At the same time, I played the devil's advocate a lot. I noticed a trend in all forums, bad forums mostly. Everyone agrees with each other. That isn't fun. That doesn't raise your awareness on a subject. As such, if I found an unbalanced opinion, I'd usually root for the underdogs for the sake of conversation. Had it not been for that, probably dozens of threads would have lasted no longer than a few posts of "I agree," "me too," "ha ha lol."

If you called that "rage" you are by far wrong. What I consider rage is probably much different than what you consider rage. Rage, by my terms, is when I lose self control and am completely unable to not say something about someone's actions. My most common rage target were people asking for new episodes. This was an EPIDEMIC back in the day. There would be days I would go to school, come back, and see literally three topics with near-similar titles asking for the same thing.

My awareness of this problem added with my agility in posting and superior common sense over many users lead to the admins debating over modship. I had asked a few times (usually jokingly) but paid no mind to it until one day I could see everyone's IP adress and was given an extra subforum. (Which, might I add, was a fossil in itself.) So let's go on to...

-- About Me (Sub-Mod) --

I'm very touchy on being called a "mod." I was SUB-mod. My limitations? I could not ban people and, on the invisible hierarchy, everyone overruled my decisions if they pleased. (Excluding users of course.) To be fair, I COULD ban people, but that's because Kroze is a butt and can't configure things. (Facepalm.) I think I banned one troll in my entire sub-modship.

I was a locker. Without banning abilities, all I ever did were lock topics. I'd lock a topic about once a day, usually on my own without first talking to the others about this. Not to say I wasn't doing anything wrong. Most of the topics I locked were spams/dupes. I was improving the forum, no doubt about that. Even ask Magick; at one point I clearly remember him admitting that I was one of the better-working mods on the forum. (He would just remind you that I have serious drawbacks.)

Thus, people complained.

My sense of humor is sarcastic and often rage-driven. However, to my memory, I locked a topic in jest once. If I was joking, I'd never use my powers. Some, still, viewed me as dangerous, as a troll with the Doomsday Machine. Thus coined the phrase "I haven't been this mad since they made HeavyDDR a sub-mod!" There was some debate, but because of my work output, it was laid to rest that I remain a sub-mod with heavy admin eyes over me.

-- How I Got Banned (Pt. 1) --

Months had passed. Being a sub-mod was nothing now. The days of me locking one thing after the other had passed. I created forum games, like Death Note, Apocalypse Metropolis, and so on. I made threads. I made BARs. It was here that I was learning that being a sub-mod was more of a chore than anything and I wonder now why anyone would even want to be a moderator of some sort. All you do is deal with retards who think they're so hilarious for quoting a series everyone around them has watched or for using a joke everyone has heard a thousand times.

It was the summer of 2008. Hurricane Ike was blowing like no tomorrow. One windy day, I looked out my window and said, "Hey, I'll do a practicaly joke on the IRC!" READ: IRC. Not BAR. Gosh. My joke was to pretend that Hurricane Ike swallowed my home, my dog, and that George W. Bush was coming up with some scheme to overlook the Ike storms in an attempt to... redeem himself in the black party or something. It was THAT stupid.

People believed me.

I was cracking up.

I threw up the curtain and revealed myself. A few chuckled, at best, but most were anrgy. Magick was one of them. I got banned, permenantly, right then and there for a Hurricane Ike joke.

-- How I Got Banned (Pt. 2) --

A year passed, I moved on. I still had the VG Cats Forum and Starmen.net to keep me entertained. I hardly shed a tear for the Abridged Series forums. I lost interest in the series as well; only once did I go back to see some new episodes, and even then I stopped because I got bored and most of the jokes were rehashes that lead me to having a distaste for the series in the first place. (Read: I actually like the Abridged Series. LittleUK is a funny guy with a genuine sense of humor, a cool personality, and amazing vocal skills. I just think he looks at himself more as an internet idol now than before, where he was genuinely "just some guy with a YouTube account.")

I decided to see if I was unbanned once, for kicks and giggles. Turns out I was. I was confused. I came back under the name BarkVon, the name of a character I'm writing for a comic, a spinoff of my book. (Grrrr!) I told people I was HeavyDDR right away. Hoo-rays were had and some "mehs" as well. I talked to the admins. They said this was my last chance. Cool.

I'm mostly in IRC. Note, this is all happening on ONE day. Just like the Fresh Prince of Bel Air song, some people started causing trouble in my neighborhood. They were arguing over me being unbanned and how Satan was behind me and the apocalypse was tomorrow or something. I DIDN'T want to argue. I was on THIN ICE. I ignored them, and said, "Let's talk about something else. Like Rapelay."

For those who don't know, around that time, a video game in Japan caused controversy for being a rape simulator. It got a lot of video games banned.

We had a SERIOUS CONVERSATION over Rapelay. It was a decent talk. Some people come back and start causing more trouble. I do the same thing again, and avoid the topic by mentioning, well, Rapelay again. RetCon then bans me for "trolling rape," which is a "sensitive subject."

A sensitive subject.

OK, let me get this straight, we can have an 18+ forum, several of the jokes on the Abridged Series were sexual, and most of the fanbase are teenagers who talk about much worse and HAVE right THERE ON THE IRC, but Rapelay, a controversial video game, is a sensitive subject? This is sheer biased hatreds towards me. Clearly, RetCon just didn't want me around, banned me off of IRC, and Face got me on the forum one way or another. (Or maybe it was still RetCon I don't know.)

In my opinion, that was hardly a second chance. Not only was I banned for a whole year because of an admittedly bad and offensive joke, but when given a second chance, I was banned because an IRC mod hates my guts and found the first chance to ban me?"

Deathscythe Hikara
02-16-2010, 02:15 AM
Part 2

"-- Underling --

So some stuff went down with Underling. I'm going to say this right here; Underling was quite possibly my best friend here on the forums. We had the same ideas, the same power, joined around the same time, and a similar sense of humor. It's a tie between him and Kroze on how really was my best friend here. (Hooray for internet relationships?)

From what I've heard, Underling deleted the 18+ forums. I want to add here that I HATED the 18+ forums. I saw little reason in them. This is a forum about a fan dub of a Japanese cartoon about a children's card game. Why oh why do we need a subforum dedicated to pretty much pornography? And WAIT, didn't I get BANNED for starting a CONVERSATION about a VIDEO GAME that HAPPANED TO BE about RAPE? Notice the hypocrisy here, camera guy?

Later, Underling gets banned, the subforum is fixed, Underling comes back, and the subforum is named after him. I find this aggrivating. I love the guy, but Underling PURPOSELY damaged the forums for his own amusement, and he gets a couple-day ban? Meanwhile, down in the town, HeavyDDR talks about a video game of sexually explicit acts and gets banned, right after making a few bad jokes about hurricanes? I disagree with the mod's actions here. If I'm going to be banned for such reasons, so should Underling. Or, better yet, NOT punish me so severely. There's obviously a bias here. Underling is as big of a dick as I am and if you fail to notice this then Underling has either gone soft or you guys have grown calloused and are using nostalgia filter to make me seem more of a bad guy.

-- A Certain Forum I Locked --

Ah, the Yaoi/Yuri Thread. The Legion of Doom to my Justice League. In my eyes, this is the cancer tumor that would cause the forum's overall downfall. A topic based on rather explicit art of gay relations. And just like cancer, it spread, attracting tons of fans of the genre and even creating an 18+ subforum to better support this.

I think this is where me and Face got on wrong footings. Face supported it. I didn't. (The thread, that is, not homosexuality.) I thought the topic was pointless and simply giving a bunch of morons called the fanbase of yaoi/yuri a thumbs-up to bring their fetishes to the forum. Stuff like that HAPPENS. It has happened to many forums in the past, where one fetish is OKed, and suddenly, it erupts like Vesuvius, covering all of Pomeli with its ashes.

Not to say I disagree with yaoi/yuri. I'm not into it, if you are, cool. But a topic about it, in my then-sub-mod eyes, was ridiculous. We didn't need it. I locked it. It stayed locked. When the forum was reset, the topic was unlocked and fueling itself again. I locked it once more, angry that my action was quickly ignored by people, but Face gave it the OK. I decided to just leave that topic alone and hope the cancer doesn't lead to the forum having to remove a leg. (On the contrary, it pretty much GAINED an entire new arm. Gross.)

-- LittleKuriboh --

I do not know where LittleUK stands on this subject about me. The vibes I got from the man were usually subtle and in jest. The few times I spoke with him were over IRC. We joked a lot. I'd hardly consider him a close friend, but I don't see him as an enemy. I repeat, I do not know where he stands on this. If he TRULY thinks I was a threat to the forum, fine, and I admire his abilities to give a friendly attitude towards me people through the internet while still hating them. From what I have seen, I could not tell that LittleUK actually wanted me gone. Of course, he DID reference me --- three times no less --- through out his internet doings. ("I haven't been ... became a sub-mod!", the Naruto video, and "Kaiba's Real Father.") If anything, I was just a throwaway take-that gag when he needed one. I took no offense to that.

-- Me Being Unbanned --

I. Do. Not. Care.
If I am unbanned, cool. I will gladly come back to the forum and post about. I will talk, start topics, and heck, maybe even make a forum game or somethin'.
If I am not unbanned, cool. I won't lose a wink of sleep over it. If the forum rots, I wouldn't look back at it. If it prospers, I'll snap my fingers and say "well darn" and continue with my life.
If I am banned later, cool. If the mods truly saw me as a threat to the forums, it's there decision. They run the forum, not me. In the ends, it's up to them. To be honest, I'd get a little annoyed if I was unbanned and then banned a little later, simply because that's teasing me if anything, but I'd get over it.

I really hope everyone can think the same way.

Thanks for the support guys, it means a lot. At the same time, stop making this a "Conan vs. Leno" ordeal. I put in what I had to say, and mods, go easy on Hikara. This is HeavyDDR talking, not him. It was my request he do this for me. I simply wanted to let everyone know that this is NOT a big deal. Mods, it's in your hands.

Stay gold, Ponyboy."

Eia
02-16-2010, 02:40 AM
You heard it folks.

http://www.cieq.co.uk/custom/06-Move%20On.jpg

HolyShadow
02-16-2010, 02:43 AM
Eh. I read that as, "Even though I want to come back, my life won't change if I don't, so it's not a big deal. Just a bit of a shame."

Yellow
02-16-2010, 02:48 AM
He was also referenced in "Without Yugi" music video by LK, he forgot to mention that. :/

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 02:50 AM
He was also referenced in "Without Yugi" music video by LK, he forgot to mention that. :/

with all the quotes HeavyDDR is detesting! :|

OverMind
02-16-2010, 02:57 AM
Yeah, he had a disdain for users that quoted the series incessantly.

I can't say I blame him, it also makes me cringe.

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 02:57 AM
Me too, especially on facebook.

HolyShadow
02-16-2010, 02:57 AM
Yeah, he had a disdain for users that quoted the series incessantly.

I can't say I blame him, it also makes me cringe.
Well, obviously, those users forgot to build additional pylons.

Yellow
02-16-2010, 02:59 AM
Yeah, he had a disdain for users that quoted the series incessantly.

I can't say I blame him, it also makes me cringe.

Um.... *covers blurb and location with hand*
*nervous laughter*
Yeah, I could see how quoting it all the time could get old.

OverMind
02-16-2010, 03:04 AM
Um.... *covers blurb and location with hand*
*nervous laughter*
Yeah, I could see how quoting it all the time could get old.

To be fair, my blurb is also a quote, not one from this series, mind you.

I guess I sort of gave myself a black eye with that one.

Yellow
02-16-2010, 03:17 AM
Wait... did he just say he tried to take himself off of thin ice by talking about a video game about rape?
. . . . .

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 03:19 AM
hahaha.

I'm so glad I only made two dozen posts max. when this shit was going on.

I was bitching about Twilight when this was going on. :V

HolyShadow
02-16-2010, 03:21 AM
Wait... did he just say he tried to take himself off of thin ice by talking about a video game about rape?
. . . . .
To be fair, 90% of H-game are about rape. That one's just infamous. It's actually a pretty light game compared to some others. I'd rate it a 3 out of 5 for hardcore value.

...

Plus the male character looks like Light Yagami. lol

Yellow
02-16-2010, 03:22 AM
To be fair, 90% of H-game are about rape. That one's just infamous. It's actually a pretty light game compared to some others. I'd rate it a 3 out of 5 for hardcore value.

...

Plus the male character looks like Light Yagami. lol

Why do you know so much about that subject matter?
....
Forget I asked.

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 03:26 AM
Yellow~

Yellow
02-16-2010, 03:29 AM
Yellow~

Yes, what?

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 03:29 AM
I feel better now~
Thanks in part to you.

Yellow
02-16-2010, 03:31 AM
I feel better now~
Thanks in part to you.

Um... glad I could help? What did I do?

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 03:36 AM
You're funny.

And I found posts of me debating with Sally over Twilight. Makes me laugh.

Yellow
02-16-2010, 03:38 AM
You're funny.

And I found posts of me debating with Sally over Twilight. Makes me laugh.

Ah, well I'm glad I could help. ^_^

On-topic:
From what I read, HeavyDDR wasn't all that bad, just didn't know (or just didn't care) to avoid this trope:
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/DudeNotFunny

AllisonWalker
02-16-2010, 03:40 AM
I never knew him because I only posted in Other Interests.

JesusRocks
02-16-2010, 09:07 AM
If this really is from Heavy, then I for one am glad to hear from him, and also glad to finally get some closure on the subject.

I'm not going to let this discussion go onto the second page, simply because then we'll be able to see the first post easier.
I'll also be showing this to Face... not in a malicious way, but I think he needs to see it.

Also DarkScytheHikara - I'm told you're not allowed to directly address yourself as GG. Let this be the only time you do.

So LOCK'D

Underling
02-16-2010, 01:21 PM
So some stuff went down with Underling. I'm going to say this right here; Underling was quite possibly my best friend here on the forums. We had the same ideas, the same power, joined around the same time, and a similar sense of humor. It's a tie between him and Kroze on who really was my best friend here. (Hooray for internet relationships?)

So it seems some kind of cunt JR locked the thread before I could BROFIST Heavy, so now I have to make a whole thread just for that.

*BROFIST*

Think this shit out in the future JR, geez.

JesusRocks
02-16-2010, 01:33 PM
So it seems some kind of cunt JR locked the thread before I could BROFIST Heavy, so now I have to make a whole thread just for that.

*BROFIST*

Think this shit out in the future JR, geez.

Oops, I might have inadvertantly forgotten that you are no longer a moderator... silly me :thatface: