Ave

It's not just that. He rants when he's wasted.

He mowed the lawn, in the dark, at 8:00 PM!

Once again, my dad got severely wasted. You wouldn't believe would he did last night!

*HUG* <3 You're so silly, but I love you so much~!

Oh, that's too bad he's missing his tour...

It's coming from you because he can't talk to me... lol.
I read this thread and it made me feel better about my decision:
http://forums.catholic.com/showthread.php?t=419244

Please do so... I would explain myself more, but I just have a feeling that it will dig us both in a deeper hole.

In the end, it would bring me the most peace if I could just forget about it and not feel like we need to make amends. The more he pushes to fix the relationship, the more I think it will hurt us.

Am I allowed to say no yet?

Because I honestly feel like I'm not allowed to say it. Every time I say no, he's still gonna wait for me to say yes.

You tell me and I tell you...

...
dareka no tanjyoubi datan deshouka...