[YamiYugiFangirl]

I doubt anyone would read this, because almost every thread I make gets ignored. I feel sad. There's this guy I really liked. He's a grade older than me. At first I wanted to go to the winter formal with him, but he was going with someone else, who asked a day before I had the courage to find out. Last month I admitted that I liked him. Now I'm wondering if I made a mistake. I want him ,but I feel like I can't have him. I thought I would be able to let him go, but something in me just can't. It's hard. I wish he would like me this way. I dunno what to do. I can't sleep, I can't concentrate on my work, I can't even draw. Now here I am just wondering, how the hell did I fall in love!?!?